Welcome to my semi-charmed life...

I don't think I've ever felt so down before in my life. For these past few months, I felt like God had really put in me on the edge. Pushing me further and further away from my comfort zone. I was challenged in every single part of my life, every single weakness was revealed and counted for. There are times when I really felt it was over for me. Whether it is school, relationships, family, friends, I felt like my everything was falling apart. I wasn't exactly sure where and what God was leading me towards. I'm worried about my future, wondering if I'll make it, knowing the hardship I would have to face. I'm so afraid. Maybe it is through this, I'm able to somewhat see how Jesus felt when he was all by himself in the desert for 40 days and 40 nights alone with the Devil. How did Jesus prevail? Sometimes I feel like I'm not strong enough to what's ahead, I know I can't do this alone. Lord God, please lead me.................

I just also want to thank my family and other brothers and sisters there were/are there for me during these crazy times of my life. Hope y'all can keep me in your prayers.

~peg

posted by pegz @ 8:24 AM